Sooooooooooo, it's been a long time between drinks (well, by drinks of course I mean blogs). I've been slack. Very slack.
It is well and truly apparant to me that I am in no way going to achieve my goal. I'm pretty crushed. I wish I could offer you an explanation as to what the hell went wrong.So I'll give it a crack.
Last week I was diagnosed as having depression. This came after a pretty severe emotinal meltdown and about 7 months of feeling pretty crap about not only myself, but life in general. The doc seems to think I have PND, but not just from bub #2 but residual from the 2 year old. As a result it's all just compunded until I lost it.
I'm making steps in the right direction. I'm taking little white pills every morning and am going to talk to the "right" kind of people. I guess it's just hard to fix your outside while your inside is messed up, and vice versa.
Thanks for your support. I'm going to continue my weight loss journey and will hopefully have lost my 30 by 30 June instead. Hopefully my thought process will shift and I'll be able to see things from a better angle.
In the meantime I will endevour to get back on the blog bandwagon and keep you all updated with not just my weightloss journey but my new journey aswell.
Love J
